The teaser for Super Junior’s 4^th album was released on 4^th July 2010….and only 10 members participate in this album. And on this 13/05/10 they will have their first comeback on Mnet Countdown. Do you know what exactly the meaning of this date? 13 members of SJ, 5 members are not going to participate in this album include Zhoumi and Henry and only 10 members will participate. My real feeling??? I’m totally eager and can’t wait for their comeback but it was only 10 members going to participate in this album… I am truly disappointed. I’m not blaming SM Entertainment but you won’t be expecting to see Kangin to do his performance after everything he had done. Peoples, give him some time to self-reflection. And you as a fan blaming SME for sending him to army enlistment huh? Don’t be too stupid OK?? Everyone knows that SME is among the biggest entertainment company and are you going to say that they even have the right to ask the government to enlist Kangin in the army service? No right. Accept the truth that it is his own decision. Just pray that someday he will come back as a better Kim Yong Woon. Seriously, I feel sad whenever I see the current number of SJ members. I know them as 13 members and I adore them as 13 members. And when Henry and Zhoumi become part of SJ family, I welcome them with a big smile. I support everything they do. The only music video(MV) I kept in my lappy was HAPPINESS. I don’t have any other source as not many all of my friends were into KPOP. Only me and Acheh. Believe me, I watch the mv every morning and it still give me happiness feeling. I never get bored. They are my source of energy. Watching them performing just enough to keep myself energetic the whole day. I still remember the very first SS2 in Malaysia, they first moment I saw them with my own eyes, I burst in to tears. I’ve been waiting for this moment and now here it is in front of my eyes but only 12 members(No Kangin,Kibum&Hangeng). But somewhere somehow, I still feel the emptiness. The feeling of seeing all 15 of them performs together still lingering in mind. Honestly, I know how it feels when you know all 15 members before everything happened. I cry and I laugh because of them. SJ has changed me into someone else. Someone who stand for their right when people keep bashing you. Someone who just ignore that smelly mouth who talk bad you. I miss seeing all of them together. All 15 members.