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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
I've told myself that I can't hate people... I don't know where did I learn that(LOL) but honestly, she's starting to annoy me and I'm starting to hate her.... She's pretender, a drama queen and make everything a big deal...... Please, help me!!!!!!!!! I don't ever wanna hate her!!!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
I'm going to write my whole experience with Beast as soon as possible..........
Friday, June 25, 2010
Looking back into my life this pass few years, I've been into KPOP things so much..... I need to do some voluntary work.....But where I should start ??? I might not as brave as Rachel Corrie or Tom Hundall and other volunteers but deep inside I need something to make myself relieve. Not even with shopping or, watching movie, holidaying or even eating, it's something meaningful that I can give to peoples. I'm not as talented as Taylor Swift who can serenade peoples around her and I'm not Micheal Angelo who can draw( I have a stiff hand tho) ^^ It's not that KPOP is starting to become dull, KPOP always gonna be interesting, just that, sometimes we need to do some charity...... But, what should really I do? Start form the bottom? But, which is the bottom??**clueless** FINE!!!!!! BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'R ANGRY FOR NOTHING... YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY A WORD THAT YOU'RE HUNGRY OR WHAT SO EVER... I THOUGHT THAT YOU'RE NOT GOING TO EAT SINCE YOU ALREADY HAD YOUR MEAL.............. AND YOU'RE GRABBING YOUR FOOD........HUH, WHAT A LIFE.......
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Kindness of Strangers.
Benefits of change I used to live selfishly: all my decisions were made putting my own needs and wants as the first considerations. It seems rather corny to say that one moment changed my life, but I honestly feel that it did have a huge impact on me. I was on my lunch break and had left the office to get something to eat. On the way, I saw a busker. This wasn't something out of the ordinary; there was always someone smart enough to busk near the office buildings during lunch. As I walked past him, holding some coins in my hand, I thought to myself that he was only going to use the money to feed his addiction to drugs or alcohol. He looked like that type-young and ragged. Then I stopped, rather shocked at myself. What was I going to spend the money on? I only was going to feed my addiction to Coca-Cola or chocolate.I realised I had no right to place myself above him just because he was busking. I stopped and dropped all the coins into his hat and he smiled at me.I watched for a while.As selfish as it sounds, I expected something more from that moment.I wanted a natural high or even a feeling of happiness, but nothing happened.So then I smiled and walked off, remembering why I never did things like that.It was a waste of money. At the end of the day as I walked to the train station, I saw the busker packing up.I watched him pick up the hat and empty the money into a small plastic bag. Then he walked over to a cafe counter and poured the entire contents into a tin collecting for a brushfire appeal. He was busking for charity. I realised just how selfish I had been.I took someone to take my money and donate it to charity for me to realise how easy it is for me to do the same. I now donate any change I have to charity tins and enjoy the feeling of happiness for the rest of the day. You could say I'm now addicted to the feeling of giving. - Amy Taylor p/s something for self-relflection
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Finally I got my Korean’s song playlist again…..the playlist before my lappy was being reformatted…..I miss all the songs….It was a song that I keep since I was form 2…..To tell you the truth, I know this Korean things when I was 11 years old… It was when Hallyu hit the country and everyone was totally crazy with the drama, including me, no exception at all… The first drama is Winter Sonata and then Autumn in My Heart. In Autumn in my Heart, I was totally head over heels withy Won Bin. Then they continue airing the KDrama called Purity where Siwon acted as the main actor (not Choi Siwon, but Ryu Siwon). But then, my craziness for Korean things stop and a while back in Form 2, I have to admitted myself that I was being hit by Hallyu again but at that moment I totally crazy over their songs. I was so random that I didn’t even know who is the singer of the song I downloaded. Then, in Matriculation College, I’m actively spread the love of KPOP and becoming the serious fangirl up until now. Of course I get the hate comment my friends said to me, but that was nothing. I ignored everything they have said to me especially bashing comments. And even my classmates told me that I’m totally in my own world. Who cares anyway? At least I didn’t put you aside my classmate and I always be there when you need me… Right??? I didn’t know what exactly I’m trying to say here but I feel like I need to write something in my blog ^.^ |
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