OK my world completely came crashing down this evening....I feel like I'm the latest Kiss Me who just inform about the termination of the contract...It's hurting so much that I feel like crying in the middle of the street.But than I still pride to take care of(LOL)....I'm trying my best to hold those tears but damn it's hurt so much that I couldn't even care about anything else.

Xander and Kibum wasn't really my favorite member though but still I love them as the whole.The super loud Xander and The cry baby Kibum complete U-KISS.I have not YET feeling massive hateness towards the new members or becoming their anti in a blink.It's not their fault. The whole blame is on NH MEDIA.Yes, I'm blaming the company.

This massive heartbroken make me lost my appetite. At first it was DBSK, then 2PM,Super Junior,SS501 and now U-KISS..I've been through 5 times of massive heartbroken.Trying to cure the broken heart is like trying to count 1kg of rice grain one by one.OK,I don't see the relation but it means it takes some time. every single second feels like a day to me**exaggerate** LOL Please, other groups....Do not make this a trend between you guys**A warning to the company as well** I might be losing my faith a lil bit if this trend keep on occur. Do learn something from those ARASHI,SMAP,NEWS.....Although it's not that easy, but let's welcome the new members warmly. Remember, Xander was once said that U-KISS is the matter of spreading LOVE to everyone.

Of course though, I’ll support the two of them on their future and hope that they have a happy life and even possibly come back one day but it still hurts like hell.I'm still trying to re-collect my scattered heart and hypnotizing my mind that everything is just gonna be fine

Kiss Mes have to stay strong right now! We gotta keep supporting the other members and these two!

p/s non KPOP fans; you might not understand the whole situation and my feeling but please, don't show your smirk after reading this post....