Dear siblings…..

                Maybe you don’t even know this…But I love you guys a lot… sorry for being overly protective and too strict. It’s merely because I love you guys way too much and I don’t wanna something bad happen to you. You guys always say this ‘Can you ask dad to buy us this/that? You’re his golden child.” Shit! I hate it when you guys say those words….. :P  I miss our childhood so much…. To be honest, I prefer living in kampong compared to this Sourabaya because we can do everything in kampong… Anyway, let’s stay together no matter what happen…. 

This is hard….You know why..? Because I’m not even in relationship with any guys… Nobody wants me….LOL yeah, pathetic but it’s a real shit…….. Does imaginary boyfriend aka celebrity crush counts? So, I’m gonna skip this Letter Day 3….>.<

Dear parents…..

                I’m happy that you’re my parents…Ok,weird…LOLOLOL…but you’re not going to read this anyway, but I don’t care I’m going to write it no matter what…:P Sorry if I can’t be the kind of daughter you’ve ever wanted. Sorry for being such a lazy-bums. Sorry if I ever offended you in any way. But, I promise you that I’ll make you guys happy. I always wanted to buy a new house for you guys (like a gift for you) but you always tell me especially mom that you don’t want to move out from this house. Me too. We have lots of memories with this house. I don’t want to leave this house either.  Thank you for everything. You gave birth to me, you gave me to drink, you fed me, and you brought me up. You even loved me. Saying thank you will never be enough for everything you have done for me. I remember when you sent me to school on my first day of school. I remember exactly that day when dad took me from school during rainy days and carried me because he doesn’t want me to get wet. I miss those days when the whole family gathers and we just talk about silly things. But everything changes when everybody seems busy with study and works. But I’m still happy because I still have you guys. Last but not least, I love you. In my own way, but I do.

Yo waddup,love! :P

Whoa! We finally got married??? Now I wonder who you are…. How you look like….? I totally have no idea who you are. I certainly am crazy about your smile because a guy with nice smile really turn me on. Erk sounds awkward isn’t it? This is my first letter to you. I never thought of writing a letter to you, my future husband. I can’t imagine what your thought is when you read this letter. You must think that I’m cheesy & greasy.LOL. It's exciting, thrilling, and scary. We haven't even begun our love story yet and I think about you on a daily basis (not really a daily basis tho, week basis, I guess. OR month  basis probably). I wonder what we will fight about and what our home will be like.

I’m not sure whether if I’m still a Korean freak or not, but even if I’m still a KPOP fangirl, please bear with me. Never say bad thing about my favorite celebrity, never ever. If I tell you anything about my fandom world, just listen to it. If I say that certain celebrity is handsome and good looking, please do not be jealous. There must be some reason why did I chose you in the first place.

            I’m sorry if I ever hurt you… If I ever make you mad at me… I’m really sorry if I do anything wrong to you. I sorry if I can’t cook exactly like how your mom did. FYI, I hate cooking, but if you ask me to bake, I’ll give my 100% commitment, but I’ll learn how cook just for you, my dear. While waiting for me to be a real expert in cooking, hope you don’t really mind if we’re once in a while eating outside. : P If I’m mad and still nagging, you better be grateful, but if turn to stone without saying a word, you better be scare. A warning,huh?

            I might not be able to say ‘I love you’ every single day but every time I say it, I really mean it. Arghh…I hate it! The letter is getting cheesier. I don't think I'm ready for you yet. But I am waiting for you and I am holding on to my romantic, albeit naive heart, knowing I will give it to you one day, fully trusting you to keep it safe. Last but not least, let’s build a happy family. FIGHTING!

Sincerely,

me ♥