Can't wait to start my classes......

Well, I know I'm too excited....

Come on, it's been a year, OK.....

It's common that everyone get excited to start their first class but somehow want the semester to end as soon as possible......

But, give me a chance.....

I'm a student again.....

teeeheeeee....

The awkward moment when you're sitting with a friend of the same age but she looks more mature than you..**facepalm**

I swear, I couldn't even take a single look at her....

She's too mature but not old,ok! If nobody would ever told me that she's a friend of the same age,I would never know...

I think it's the time for me to change....I don't wanna be shame anymore...Dress like your own age...Hwaiting ,Esfarina,Hwaiting!

I've been thinking about it. I'm sure I'm ready for it and willing to learn.Screw people's judgment on me!I don't live my life for them. They don't know the real reason for my decision. End of the day, they will stop talking about it.

Friend,

If you need someone to talk to or feel alone, don't worry I will always be there for you although not physically...

But, if you decided to ignore me for any unknown reason that I didn't even know,I truly understand it.......

or finally decided that you're no longer needed me, I'll just pray for your happiness....

I watched this video by Bubz...and this part got me;

"Being pissed off is over-rated."

I was like, man, this is so true!!!

I'm one of those people who build my anger.

It's like collecting stamp...erk =.=

Yes, I mean it. Whenever I'm getting angry with someone, I usually keep it inside.

And at one point, I might explode because of simple stupid thing that normal human cannot think of.

The weird thing is I CRY if I got too angry...Yeah, You read it right.I cry...

If only Bubz told me that being pissed off is totally over-rated, I would never be.......Real talk!

Note to yourself, esfarina....

Don't get pissed off because of fucking stupid thing..Your life is too cool and awesome for that